Tuesday, September 15, 2009

They call it quarter life crisis


Celebrating my 25th bday this time, the whole of me was confused as to weather I should be sad about the fact that the easiest years of my life were over or if I should look forward to the new chapters life is going to open soon. I still feel somebody who has just passed out of college, trying to carve a niche for myself. I want to go out with my friends, eat till my stomach groins, enjoy a drink and be scared that iam not caught at home, shop for that sexy dress I saw last week at the showroom. Now I realize that the past 2-3 years were in a way the most easy years of my life. I had everythn I ever wanted. An almost relaxing job, enough bucks to be merry,kinda interesting social life, and a lil bit fun. No major worries , except a constant anxiety in mind about what happens next, how will things happen, professionaly if I will be able to achieve something near to my big dreams, will life be that beautiful dream iv always inspired to live. i know iam left with only a lil time for myself now, but I want to make it as liveable as possible, so when I look back these years just bring a tingling smile to my face.


At 5 –u go to prep school
At 10-u want those barbie dolls
At 15-there is a guy u like
At 20-ur on phone the whole night
At 25-jus wana enjoy ur drink
At 30- DESTINATION NEXT